I've had the sudden craving for women.
I've always known I was bisexual, but at the moment I've had a sudden urge for girls.
I seriously don't know if it's some teenager pms-y curiosity bullshit or if i'm just fucking tired or something. I do have a boyfriend whom I happen to love to death but. . . It's just this random thing that's making me think, am I a lesbian?
Really, I'm kind of scared. I'm so young, maybe too young to know if i'm gay or not, and if I am then there's rejection and telling people. . .
And as girly as I am I've had the sudden urge to skateboard, baggy jeans, converse and all the lesbian shit. . .
But it's probably just some young curiosity thing and i'm just kidding myself. I'm gonna hang out with my boyfriend tomorrow and just kind of. . . see. . .
And if I'm still not sure i'll just let things clear itself out and on my way through highschool see if I really am a Lesbian or not.
Gosh. . . I'm not against gays or anything I just really don't want to be a lesbian. The whole telling people and rejection and. . . Oh whatever. I'll sleep on it.
I had to put this somewhere. . .
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